Because if Shinji didn't want it to be anything, then that's what the answer was. It really didn't need to go any farther than here. It'd just be karma catching up to him if his secrets were spilled in front of her later, and the real party they'd both be worried about would have already known.
"'Cuz I'm not trying to like... find something that I'm missing," Kai said, hugging Shinji a bit more. That had been the issue before, and Kai was sure it had all come simmering right back up to the surface. "I'm not missin' anything. You've made me the happiest I've ever been. I don't need anything else if I've got you here with me."
Then softer. "Just went from not caring at all to caring way too much, I guess."
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Because if Shinji didn't want it to be anything, then that's what the answer was. It really didn't need to go any farther than here. It'd just be karma catching up to him if his secrets were spilled in front of her later, and the real party they'd both be worried about would have already known.
"'Cuz I'm not trying to like... find something that I'm missing," Kai said, hugging Shinji a bit more. That had been the issue before, and Kai was sure it had all come simmering right back up to the surface. "I'm not missin' anything. You've made me the happiest I've ever been. I don't need anything else if I've got you here with me."
Then softer. "Just went from not caring at all to caring way too much, I guess."